Car service

I always drag myself to send my car for service - reason being scare that it will cost me a bomb!
Today i finally send my 10+ year car for service, 1st time this year after more than 6 months of last service (i know i should have do so earlier). The bill turned out to be $500++ !!!!! Sign ..... and it's not the end of it, i have to send it for another major service sooner - for some problem that i dont know how to describe it here :( Looks like it's time i consider to change for a new car...

Lazy !!!

I'm so lazy these days !!! Althogh job stability is shaking, i'm just too lazy to act a bit more aggressive ?!?! Maybe age is catching up ? Afraid of rejection ? If this situation happened 10 years back, i will be vey worried & have sleepless nights, and probably will grab whatever opportunity on hand. Now...... i have been rejecting, delaying, and let the days pass waiting .... waiting ... waiting for ?????

Back to normal

Today my sisters & her 2 daugthers have gone back to NT. My house started to quiet down. Mum has washed & cleaned the house while I drop dead on my bed & have slept for 3 hours ! Tomorrow I'll be back to work...there go my holiday & I've to be back to the real world - work, work, work....and continue to look for new job opportunity. Sign.....

Back to normal

I've taken a week off just to accompany my sister & her 2 daughters that I have not seen for about a year ! Luckily I've the luxury of taking off...in which is not a very good sign. Anyway, it's really a pleasure for me to meet espcially my little niece who is now 17 mth old (the last time i saw her she was just 1-2 mth old !). Time flies, flies, flies .... she's now a cute little 1.5 year old who love to smile a lot, like a make cheecky face, like food, and like to make a lot of noices! Since they're here, my quiet home has been turning to a noisy home :) From early morning we all have been waken up by the little one who likes to call 'kakak', 'mi', ...... there go my beauty sleep ......

Waiting time

Looking at that 99% of the existing colleagues looking for other job opportunity, I naturally join the force as well. For me, I think I've spent enough time in this company and it's time for me to move on. However, naturally, not denying that with my current age (?) I do have fears that I will be difficult to find my 'dream' job .... compare to the younger ones. All that have left are able to, somehow, found a better paid job & still happily staying in that same company. The moral of the left-over staffs are low. As a leader to my team members, I dont know what good advices can I give them: ask them to stay or (not stopping) to go ???? Sign ....

Pray that God will open door for me & help me to wait patiently .......

Children

Arent't children adorable ? I know it's not easy to raise a child of your own (luckily I dont have to :) But they're soooo cute & nice to play with when they're small !

What is the reason that a wife cannot work ?

I cannot believed that in this 21st century, there are men that not allowing their wife to work ! I can accept that if the man is very rich, he needs his wife as a PA or to bring her out regularly to socialite - in this case the wife actually is 'working' for him, or that he has many children that are still very young & very difficult to manage, or that they cannot afford to have maid/baby sitter. In whatever circumstances, if the wife hershelf is not willing to work or opt not to work, then that's ok. But, if the wife is educated & wants to work, why on earth the husband protest ? Does he has the right to do that ?!?!?! Even more so, he cannot give a good reason of not allowing his wife to do !?!?!? Why ? Why ? Why ???? I respect the wife even more so when she is willing to give in to her husband even though she has strong desire to work again.

Looking back (and forth), it is really not easy of being a WIFE, a MOTHER, maybe a GRANDMOTHER, a MOTHER-IN-LAW ....... never regret that i'm still single now :) In this context, i love the western culture of human right & freedom. Yes, I believe every individual must have his/her own freedom to do what they want - as long as they please God ! One shouldn't bond the other out of selfishness.

So, think twice, tri-wise, and x10 times before you decide that's the one you really really want to spend your life with !