Lazy !!!

I'm so lazy these days !!! Althogh job stability is shaking, i'm just too lazy to act a bit more aggressive ?!?! Maybe age is catching up ? Afraid of rejection ? If this situation happened 10 years back, i will be vey worried & have sleepless nights, and probably will grab whatever opportunity on hand. Now...... i have been rejecting, delaying, and let the days pass waiting .... waiting ... waiting for ?????